Second Half

 16th October 2024 written on 25th October 2024 22:29 p.m. I was on the highway eating scrambled eggs and Maggi enroute Pune Airport. Pune Airport was dull yet modern scanning faces and requiring Digi Yatra and a very slow security check. Lucky enough to get a window seat which I gave up when the lady next to me asked if the seats can be switched. I don't know why I can't say "NO" had it been a gentleman or a kid I still would have agreed to switch. I need to start saying "NO" Reached Marathahalli where a friend of mine picked me up. I was shocked to see the area and his lifestyle. Had he been in his home his bedroom would have been 1.5x bigger, brighter, happening and for himself. No roads with drainage lines flooding, buildings so close that spiderman would never throw a web to go from one roof to other. Bangalore was on red alert I somehow managed to reach for interview on time without being wet.  I travelled all the way to Bangalore to visit the Amazon o...

 15th October 2024 writing on 25th October 2024 21:44 p.m. Two three days ago or maybe during the birthday week I decide to draw a sketch i.e. a circle divided into three parts representing life. The first is your half life i.e. 30 years and then the second half upto 60 years and the rest bonus.  Why 60 and why this bifurcation? Considering the lifestyle, the food we eat, the way we sit along with the mental fitness that we have I think 60 is still on greater side. The other thing to call 30 the first half is that until this point the body is at it's peak and if not utilized the downfall starts. The bifurcation through my personal visualization is the first 30 is done and now I need to work and prepare for my bonus. I need to stay it, I need to be financially literate or wise and stable too, and physically fit because if I get the bonus I can't be bed ridden. This second half is going to decide the quality of bonus life.  My priorities for the second half. 1. Physically F...

 25th October 2024 00:29 a.m. This was supposed to start exactly 10 days ago when I was or exactly completed 30 years to life. Again that's a confusion for me 30 completed or 30 started. Whatever it may be. Let's talk about yesterday. I happen to visit a hospital. The person I was seeing was fed through a pipe which went through the nose and then to the intestine. My biggest fear. Even I asked a friend of mine is there anything that when I feel like that's enough for life a medicine or injection that doctor can inject and I'm done with life. The answer was "NO" However, if you aren't responding to the treatment and your financial condition is weak or the treatment won't be sufficient in that case there's some kind of undertaking that your guardian, parents, kids depending on who you are the treatment will be stopped and you walk the path simply lying on the bed and suddenly a name becomes a body. Later a personal life closure. I don't know why ...